Today - 21th of April 2008

Happy Blessed 15th Birthday!

All the best! Don't give up till you have given your VERY BEST!

MAKE A DIFFERENCE

GOD BLESS!! ORA Et. Labora!!

I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave himself for me.

Galatians 2:20

Friends / Friendship

it has been a very long time since i have last wrote something due to my laziness and my busy life.. now, i have come out with something which is very important in our lives..

what is it?? it is our friends..

we all realize that we can't stand alone when the dark clouds roll in, we all need someone beside us.. the first thing we need is God for God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not parish but have eternal life. John 3:16

we realize that we need help-we need others.. Ecclesiastes 4:9-12 explains that two are better than one, and three may be even better than that. There is strength that we gain and give to one another. Tasks are easier and our attitudes are more positive. We are grateful for someone who guards our back.

to be a friend, do not suck up, provoke or back stab Ur friends.. we have to be open-minded and positive in every relationships that we are in.. we must have faith, hope and love for our friends.. let me share something here, b4 this i don't trust my friend, I've asked him something and he said he don't have it.. when he is around I've acted like I'm trusting him but when he is not around, i searched for the thing and it is true that he don't have it.. i feel so disappointed of myself during that time.. from that day onwards, i keep reminding myself to trust my friends.. so you too should have done that if you have not..

A friend is a treasure. If we want friends, we must be friendly. Humans are social creatures—that is how God made us. Joy and fulfillment are found in the company of others. Giving, sharing and helping have rewards that go beyond dollars. If you have a friend, treasure him or her; if you are a friend, be a good one.

I'm writing this because i know that it is not too late to change and God wants us to change.. so be a friend to others..

dear Lord, thank you for all you've done for us here.. we thank for our friends.. forgive us for our sin and our mistakes b4 this o God.. help us to change and live a better life.. change us and use us o God.. we surrender everything into your hands, in Jesus name i pray, Amen.

my life as a teenager

wow.. it has been quite some time since i post something to my blog.. ha ha.. due to problems that need to be solve.. in this post, i think i should just write roughly what I've done during the holidays till now..

in December 2007 , as u all know.. i went for the klwmbc 07 in kuala lumpur.. it was a great time there in kl with the school band as well as the colour guards.. in the comp, the sjsband kuching gt 6Th in the world category and 2Nd runner-up for the Malaysia band category.. to me it was a great achievement after 1 month of practice with many problems , conflicts and scandals here and there.. ha ha..

next, i celebrate Christmas with my cousins from Singapore which flew over to kuching.. it was a great time back there.. after coming back from kl, i x even have the time to go back to my house instead i went over to my aunt's place to stay overnight and went to Hilton and crown plaza also to stay overnight and have fun..

then new year comes.. still rmb when it 's 31Th of December, i stay awake till 12 midnight to watch the countdown and i was kinda sad coz in kuching, it was raining heavily but not in the semanjung.. sish.. so i only manage to watch the countdown and fireworks in the television..

after that, school re-opens.. now I'm in 3a of saint Joseph's high school kuching.. hah hah.. first day of school was kinda cool coz have to wake up so early in the morning and i manage to meet all my classmates back safe and sound although some of them disappeared..

few days after school, my family and i went to Macau and Shekou (Shenzen) for a holiday.. at first, my parents are supposed to go for there for their anniversary BUT at last it turned into a family holiday.. so bad Ho my sis and 1.. kacau my parents.. ha ha.. in macau and shekou i managed to meet my long lost cousins.. was a great experience with them and it was a very nice trip with the temperature there.. learn a lot of things during the trip.. actually i wanted to post something bout the trip but it's too late.. haiya.. went there and missed the 3rd and 4Th day of school.. what a joke man.. oh ya another thing.. went to macau tower.. it was a great experience.. during that time, i wish i could bring all my friends and the band members with me.. aduh.. cubalah I'm a millionaire hoe??

when i came back for school, i missed few things bout my maths till now and I'm still confused with it.. i also had few problems with the teachers.. most of them are OK but my science teacher is the worse.. she cant even teach.. yes, she has the knowledge but she don't have the correct way of teaching.. so sick man when i go for her class.. feel like slaughtering her.. what can i do.. just have to stay with it.. aduh..

few days after school, the largest shopping mall in kuching opens.. my family and i have to wait for the 45 minutes Que for the car park.. tHe spring that's what ppl call it.. it was kinda cool.. the atmosphere in there was fascinating.. but ppl like my classmates still complaint that one utama in kl is bigger.. why hoe?? they don't appreciate things like dat.. haiya..

after tHe spring, here comes the band practices.. this year, quite a number of form 1s join the band.. really thank god for that comparing to last year only less than 10 ppl.. now practices are very tough.. we did extreme fitness.. i feel like wanna peng after practices.. ha ha..

at last, if was the klwmbc 07 DVD sales.. I'm in-charged of DAT coz i want too.. ha ha.. earlier on, i was kinda stupid coz i bought the dvd for rm30 from a contact of mine from semenanjung.. and now when i help the band members buy, it was rm22 per piece.. wad a terrible mistake have i done.. but i was proud of it coz I'm the first member of the band to have the DVD although it was not the official DVD.. he he.. n guess wad.. today, I've just went to maybank and bank-in the amount of rm460 for the DVD sales where i don't even earn a single sen.. I'm just doing something nice here.. don't you see?? and yet some ppl hu r jealous coz they x have the DVD and they said i cheat them.. what i joke.. i really hate ppl like that.. i hope those of u out there who treat me as friend won't to that.. thanks..

think that's all for now.. actually i still gt a lot of things to write but i guess it's not necessary.. k liao.. bye bye.. thanks a lot for your time and effort to visit my blog.. really appreciate it.. hope u don't mind if i accidentally hurt Ur feelings.. I'm sorry.. GOD BLESS!!

And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.
1 Corinthians 13:13

The Seed

The Sowing

Sower Sowing Seeds

Expectation Of New Life

Seedlings emerge , Growth

Grow into veins , intensified

Transformed into an abundant array of tropical fruits

Tropical Fruits Festival

The different fruits strut their stuff

Coronation of winner - fanfare

Noisy Celebration

Calamity & Fire

Fear / Death / Darkness

Even hotter , dying

Raindrops, downpour eminent

Heavy Downpour

Flames put up strong resistance

Water Winning The Battle

Water Embrace The Dead

Death & Emptiness

A ray of sunshine ; Hope

More Hope

The cycle is repeated again

by : -a young Fl@uTisT-™

good news and bad news

I've always wonder "why" ; Why do most good news comes with bad news??

today(2/11) I receive my first g/news and b/news at around 10am during my flute lesson at avant garde music academy.. I told my teacher that I can't go for anymore lessons after today cause next week is the prize giving day which is also my birthday(9/11) and I'll be very busy with my band practices as we are competing in the KLWMBC in December.. she told me that today is my last lesson and asked me whether I going or not next year.. I said yes.. Then she the news that today is my last lesson.. At that moment, I'm prepared with the news BUT later she told me that I'll miss my Grade 4 flute examination next year cause I'm going to stop now.. I feel so sad about it.. then I think back again, I have to sacrifice something to get something right?? so maybe I'll pray that next year end of the year 2009, I can sit for my Grade 5 he he.. I'm supposed to sit for my Grade 3 end of the year but cause got KLWMBC so postponed to next but now I'm not sure how.. for sure I'm loyal to the band and will not take the advantage to skip any practices for my flute lesson so I stop.. moreover, KLWMBC is a one life time thing which the Saint Joseph's High School Marching Show Band will compete end of the year.. I take it very seriously.. pray that God will guide us.. *for more info about KLWMBC which stands for Kuala Lumpur World Marching Band Competition u can visit the website at www.klwmbc.com..

when the night comes... I went for band practices.. at the end of the day, there was many news too by the board members of the SjsBand.. the details are not to be posted.. sorry.. but there is something which I was shocked with which is my friend / classmate Abdul Waie which is a former clarinetist and was transferred to the flute section and just now, we receive the news that he is again transferred to the SjsBand Drumline.. was very shock to hear that.. although lately I've not speak to him due to some issues which me and myself can't explain, I still feel sad that he had just leave the flute section.. due to this matter my former senior which "quit" due to PMR which is so bullshit came back to the flute section again.. feel so sick of him.. no offence.. it was a good news to some "parties" but also bad news to some "parties"..

later which is Nov 3, I believe the band will have a nice practice.. can't tell you why.. It's only for SjsBand members.. sorry..

really hope you out there can pray for me as I'm going to perform a solo again on Sunday and my pasts solos was terrible.. hope you can pray for the SjsBand too.. thanks a lot..

P.S. I'm sorry to all.. Hope you guys can understand & forgive me.. GOD BLESS!!

"ORA ET LABORA"

Love,
Jordan Wee Yang Yaw

interesting and "HOT" stuff

ha ha.. this morning, I went for the junior band practice.. *details about the practice not to be exposed".. that's for the morning..

after having my lunch, went up to the school library and try to waste my time there and to enjoy the facilities provided.. was in the library till quite late which is around 12.25pm.. every student is supposed to be in the stadium by 12.15pm cause there is assembly everyday.. me and my two friends namely Jeff and Ah Yong, take our time walking to the stadium from the library.. not realising that the afternoon session students are singing the state anthem.. we planned to escape going into the stadium but we have no choice.. at last, we went in without getting called by the Afternoon Supervisor Mr. Tony Anis.. after our assembly. all the band members went for a meeting.. the meeting was about our coming practices which is very tight.. *don't be shocked if you do not see me around during the holidays till the last day of KLWMBC..

after meeting, went back to class.. receive most of my exam papers.. mostly are average but sooner it became worse.. just don't 1 to talk about it..

6.15pm and the bell rang so I went home not with a good mood but with an upset mood.. went to my grandma there to have dinner and went home.. nothing much to do at home so I decided to post something up.. he he..

after this, the band practices will be like everyday and my flute is not back yet.. I've send to repair 10 days ago and it's not done yet.. that really pissed me off.. there will be a performance on the 1 of December at the hockey stadium in Kuching.. hope all of you out there especially my friends will come and support Saint Joseph's High School Marching Show Band.. the tickets will out for sell at the price of RM20.. hope to receive a good respond from all the Kuching citizens.. will updated everyone about the performance in the future.. make sure you are free on that particular day and come and support us.. you sure don't 1na miss it..

dat's all for now.. just wanna end this post with my school badge.. proud to be a Josephian cause I'm once a Josephian and always a Josephian..

P.S. I'm sorry to all.. Hope you guys can understand & forgive me.. GOD BLESS!!

lastest update on my boring yet interesting life

wow.. time passes so fast..

today, is the day every1 is waiting for : "The last day of exam".. when the bell rang at 5.30pm dis evening, every1 started shouting around like hooligans.. every1 1s to release stress.. ha ha.. I was very "Burr" during that time.. I don't know what to do till our history teacher Madam Freda came into the class and said, "Siapa yang terakhir keluar dari kelas, GAY!".. After listening to her "announcement", I woke up from my dream.. I began to rush out of the class.. I manage to take some fresh air and walk around the corridor..

Soon, I saw something which is called vandalism done by my year mate for 2B.. they were trying to break the "halangan".. I couldn't do anything during that time.. I just look as if as I'm not there.. After that, something came out.. It was black in colour.. It's so terrible.. Haiya.. After a while, I went back to my class.. All my friends were already away.. So, I took up my responsibility and sweep my classroom.. I start with arranging the tables and chairs.. "Tiba-tiba", I saw something on my "friends" chair.. It was a wallet.. I was shocked to see my "friend" had actually left his wallet behind.. I don't really know what to do during that time cause all I was thinking is to keep the class clean.. So I kinda pray that my "friend" would come back to take the wallet.. Cause many things happened between me and my "friend".. Till today, I couldn't take the initiative to talk to him.. I don't know why but I just can't.. **If you are my friend, I'm sure who am I talking about.. So I ignored the wallet and continue my cleaning.. When I was sweeping the class, I was thinking of the wallet.. It gives me feeling that I couldn't express.. I don't know why.. Then, when it was around 6pm, my "friend" finally came back for the wallet.. Again, I was shocked to see my "friend" coming back to the class with a casual attire.. ?? I was thinking, it was just 30 minutes how could he do that.. I also wonder what is my "friend" having tonight till he can change so fast.. I was kinda upset when he just came into the class and leave.. But I can't blame.. I'm always like that too towards him.. Sish..

At last, I finished cleaning the class.. I was proud of myself cause today I've sweep the class so quickly.. Before this, it took me 30 - 45 minutes to sweep the class but today, it only took me less than 30 minutes.. I was telling myself that it was a great improvement.. He he.. I really hope and pray that the 5A students will keep the class clean tomorrow and not wasting effort.. During that time my "bird" almost explode.. He he.. So I went to the loo.. I was so upset AGAIN when the guard actually closed the toilet lights and gate when I'm the loo.. Luckily, he did not lock it.. I was saved.. I walked around the school before going home.. I saw my friends, Ian and Edmund.. They were like trying to get away from me but I don't know why so I keep following them till lose sight of them so I go out to the place I usually wait for my mum to pick me up.. Then, the two of my friends show up again in the school "mini pagoda" I guess.. They still ignore and I don't know why.. Not long after that, my mum came then they greeted me with a bye.. They are so weird.. He he..

That's it for know.. Maybe will post another one tomorrow.. Bye.. Enjoy reading..

P.S. I'm sorry to all.. Hope you guys can understand & forgive me.. GOD BLESS!!