The Seed

The Sowing

Sower Sowing Seeds

Expectation Of New Life

Seedlings emerge , Growth

Grow into veins , intensified

Transformed into an abundant array of tropical fruits

Tropical Fruits Festival

The different fruits strut their stuff

Coronation of winner - fanfare

Noisy Celebration

Calamity & Fire

Fear / Death / Darkness

Even hotter , dying

Raindrops, downpour eminent

Heavy Downpour

Flames put up strong resistance

Water Winning The Battle

Water Embrace The Dead

Death & Emptiness

A ray of sunshine ; Hope

More Hope

The cycle is repeated again

by : -a young Fl@uTisT-™

good news and bad news

I've always wonder "why" ; Why do most good news comes with bad news??

today(2/11) I receive my first g/news and b/news at around 10am during my flute lesson at avant garde music academy.. I told my teacher that I can't go for anymore lessons after today cause next week is the prize giving day which is also my birthday(9/11) and I'll be very busy with my band practices as we are competing in the KLWMBC in December.. she told me that today is my last lesson and asked me whether I going or not next year.. I said yes.. Then she the news that today is my last lesson.. At that moment, I'm prepared with the news BUT later she told me that I'll miss my Grade 4 flute examination next year cause I'm going to stop now.. I feel so sad about it.. then I think back again, I have to sacrifice something to get something right?? so maybe I'll pray that next year end of the year 2009, I can sit for my Grade 5 he he.. I'm supposed to sit for my Grade 3 end of the year but cause got KLWMBC so postponed to next but now I'm not sure how.. for sure I'm loyal to the band and will not take the advantage to skip any practices for my flute lesson so I stop.. moreover, KLWMBC is a one life time thing which the Saint Joseph's High School Marching Show Band will compete end of the year.. I take it very seriously.. pray that God will guide us.. *for more info about KLWMBC which stands for Kuala Lumpur World Marching Band Competition u can visit the website at www.klwmbc.com..

when the night comes... I went for band practices.. at the end of the day, there was many news too by the board members of the SjsBand.. the details are not to be posted.. sorry.. but there is something which I was shocked with which is my friend / classmate Abdul Waie which is a former clarinetist and was transferred to the flute section and just now, we receive the news that he is again transferred to the SjsBand Drumline.. was very shock to hear that.. although lately I've not speak to him due to some issues which me and myself can't explain, I still feel sad that he had just leave the flute section.. due to this matter my former senior which "quit" due to PMR which is so bullshit came back to the flute section again.. feel so sick of him.. no offence.. it was a good news to some "parties" but also bad news to some "parties"..

later which is Nov 3, I believe the band will have a nice practice.. can't tell you why.. It's only for SjsBand members.. sorry..

really hope you out there can pray for me as I'm going to perform a solo again on Sunday and my pasts solos was terrible.. hope you can pray for the SjsBand too.. thanks a lot..

P.S. I'm sorry to all.. Hope you guys can understand & forgive me.. GOD BLESS!!

"ORA ET LABORA"

Love,
Jordan Wee Yang Yaw

interesting and "HOT" stuff

ha ha.. this morning, I went for the junior band practice.. *details about the practice not to be exposed".. that's for the morning..

after having my lunch, went up to the school library and try to waste my time there and to enjoy the facilities provided.. was in the library till quite late which is around 12.25pm.. every student is supposed to be in the stadium by 12.15pm cause there is assembly everyday.. me and my two friends namely Jeff and Ah Yong, take our time walking to the stadium from the library.. not realising that the afternoon session students are singing the state anthem.. we planned to escape going into the stadium but we have no choice.. at last, we went in without getting called by the Afternoon Supervisor Mr. Tony Anis.. after our assembly. all the band members went for a meeting.. the meeting was about our coming practices which is very tight.. *don't be shocked if you do not see me around during the holidays till the last day of KLWMBC..

after meeting, went back to class.. receive most of my exam papers.. mostly are average but sooner it became worse.. just don't 1 to talk about it..

6.15pm and the bell rang so I went home not with a good mood but with an upset mood.. went to my grandma there to have dinner and went home.. nothing much to do at home so I decided to post something up.. he he..

after this, the band practices will be like everyday and my flute is not back yet.. I've send to repair 10 days ago and it's not done yet.. that really pissed me off.. there will be a performance on the 1 of December at the hockey stadium in Kuching.. hope all of you out there especially my friends will come and support Saint Joseph's High School Marching Show Band.. the tickets will out for sell at the price of RM20.. hope to receive a good respond from all the Kuching citizens.. will updated everyone about the performance in the future.. make sure you are free on that particular day and come and support us.. you sure don't 1na miss it..

dat's all for now.. just wanna end this post with my school badge.. proud to be a Josephian cause I'm once a Josephian and always a Josephian..

P.S. I'm sorry to all.. Hope you guys can understand & forgive me.. GOD BLESS!!

lastest update on my boring yet interesting life

wow.. time passes so fast..

today, is the day every1 is waiting for : "The last day of exam".. when the bell rang at 5.30pm dis evening, every1 started shouting around like hooligans.. every1 1s to release stress.. ha ha.. I was very "Burr" during that time.. I don't know what to do till our history teacher Madam Freda came into the class and said, "Siapa yang terakhir keluar dari kelas, GAY!".. After listening to her "announcement", I woke up from my dream.. I began to rush out of the class.. I manage to take some fresh air and walk around the corridor..

Soon, I saw something which is called vandalism done by my year mate for 2B.. they were trying to break the "halangan".. I couldn't do anything during that time.. I just look as if as I'm not there.. After that, something came out.. It was black in colour.. It's so terrible.. Haiya.. After a while, I went back to my class.. All my friends were already away.. So, I took up my responsibility and sweep my classroom.. I start with arranging the tables and chairs.. "Tiba-tiba", I saw something on my "friends" chair.. It was a wallet.. I was shocked to see my "friend" had actually left his wallet behind.. I don't really know what to do during that time cause all I was thinking is to keep the class clean.. So I kinda pray that my "friend" would come back to take the wallet.. Cause many things happened between me and my "friend".. Till today, I couldn't take the initiative to talk to him.. I don't know why but I just can't.. **If you are my friend, I'm sure who am I talking about.. So I ignored the wallet and continue my cleaning.. When I was sweeping the class, I was thinking of the wallet.. It gives me feeling that I couldn't express.. I don't know why.. Then, when it was around 6pm, my "friend" finally came back for the wallet.. Again, I was shocked to see my "friend" coming back to the class with a casual attire.. ?? I was thinking, it was just 30 minutes how could he do that.. I also wonder what is my "friend" having tonight till he can change so fast.. I was kinda upset when he just came into the class and leave.. But I can't blame.. I'm always like that too towards him.. Sish..

At last, I finished cleaning the class.. I was proud of myself cause today I've sweep the class so quickly.. Before this, it took me 30 - 45 minutes to sweep the class but today, it only took me less than 30 minutes.. I was telling myself that it was a great improvement.. He he.. I really hope and pray that the 5A students will keep the class clean tomorrow and not wasting effort.. During that time my "bird" almost explode.. He he.. So I went to the loo.. I was so upset AGAIN when the guard actually closed the toilet lights and gate when I'm the loo.. Luckily, he did not lock it.. I was saved.. I walked around the school before going home.. I saw my friends, Ian and Edmund.. They were like trying to get away from me but I don't know why so I keep following them till lose sight of them so I go out to the place I usually wait for my mum to pick me up.. Then, the two of my friends show up again in the school "mini pagoda" I guess.. They still ignore and I don't know why.. Not long after that, my mum came then they greeted me with a bye.. They are so weird.. He he..

That's it for know.. Maybe will post another one tomorrow.. Bye.. Enjoy reading..

P.S. I'm sorry to all.. Hope you guys can understand & forgive me.. GOD BLESS!!

my life

hooh.. the next few days, I’ll surely be extremely busy with my packed schedule.. you tell me.. wad shld I do??

u see for urself..

tomoro(Saturday), the band will be having a band camp “again” with * (a * * band instructor) until Monday..

tomoro night, there will be a perf. at Sarawak Chamber in conjunction with the St. Joseph’s School 125^th Anniversary Dinner.. “dahlah I still have to play solo” sish..

on Sunday, the WHOLE day.. I have stay in school coz, gt band camp.. waduh waduh..

on Monday, for me it’s not a holiday but a time for practice.. still have to go school for band camp.. AGAIN!! – wad to do?? have to miss my com. class la.. but nvm, a lot of my frens x goin too(holiday) hehe..

on Tuesday , Wednesday & Thursday , still have gt prac.. my studies how ler?? my project?? my h/work?? my test comin up!!

on Friday, x go 4 holiday BUT 4 a mission!! to go parade.. leaving on Friday to KL for Merdeka Parade.. celaka lar is ppl.. tiba2 go so early for what?? bukannya pergi holiday pun!!

I’m gonna be dead.. so many things not yet done.. plz pray for me.. TQ

my friends out there, I won’t be seeing u guys for the next two weeks.. so happy holidays.. sorry ya if I have hurt ur feelings.. hope u can understand.. plz forgive me..

ppl who noe me, plz pray for me and the band.. support me too.. TQ

cya guys.. take care.. love you all.. GOD BLESS

by Jordan

Message:

A girl went to a party and she ended up staying longer than planned, and had to walk home alone.

She wasn't afraid because it was a small town and she lived only a few blocks away.

As she walked along under the tall elm trees, Diane asked God to keep her safe from harm and danger.

When she reached the alley, which was a short cut to her house, she decided to take it.

However, halfway down the alley she noticed a man standing at the end as though he were waiting for her.

She became uneasy and began to pray, asking for God's protection.

Instantly a comforting feeling of quietness and security wrapped round her, she felt as though someone was walking with her.

When she reached the end of the alley, she walked right past the man and arrived home safely.

The following day, she read in the newspaper that a young girl had been raped in the same alley just twenty minutes after she had been there.

Feeling overwhelmed by this tragedy and the fact that it could have been her, she began to weep.

Thanking the Lord for her safety and to help this young woman, she decided to go to the police station.

She felt she could recognize the man, so she told them her story.

The police asked her if she would be willing to look at a lineup to see if she could identify him.

She agreed and immediately pointed out the man she had seen in the alley the night before.

When the man was told he had been identified, he immediately broke down and confessed.

The officer thanked Diane for her bravery and asked if there was anything they could do for her.

She asked if they would ask the man one question.

Diane was curious as to why he had not attacked her.

When the policeman asked him, he answered, "Because she wasn't
alone.

She had two tall men walking on either side of her."

Amazingly, whether you believe or not, you're never alone. Did you know that 98% of teenagers will not stand up for God?

Repost this or spread the word around if you truly believe in God. It can be anywhere.. Your workplace, the marketplace or anywhere.. I’m sure there is peoples who is willing to heard the word of GOD..

PS: God is always there in your heart and loves you no matter what you do, you are, where are you from or what is background.

"If you deny me in front of your friends, I shall deny you in front of my Father"

STAND UP FOR HIM!! You can Make A Difference (M.A.D.) GOD wants to use you..

GOD BLESS!!

Josephian Regiment 07

Kuching City Day Band Display had pass.. that day(Saturday-28/7/07) was the last day Josephian Regiment 07 did their "Josephians In The Eyes Of The World" 2007 Drill Show.. To me, it was a great one although I've done mistakes during the show.. Sorry to say that.. Now, the new board will take over 4 the KLWMBC at Stadium Merdeka end of the year.. good bye to the Form 5 and the Upper Six Seniors.. they are namely:
Andrew Pan
Kelvin Sim
Julian Evan
Jackson Ho
Wilfred
Rono

You guys have done so much for us this year.. we really appreciate it.. hope u guys can come back and teach us.. hehe... I'm sorry if I had give you guys trouble.. hope you can forgive me.. that's all I can say.. to Josephian Regiment 07, "It's not over, push the tempo"

Events comin Up!!

Sarawak Marching Band Competition 2007

every1 out there, do pray 4 Josephian Regiment 07 as we r leavin 2 Miri 2moro(Sunday) mornin 4 our State Level on 13/6.. TQ

lastest news...

my latest update starts wif..

last night, there is Band Prac. from 6.45-9.45pm..
obviously, there is three sessions, for the first session, the discipline wad great then it slowly went down till the end of the third session.. in the middle of the third session, our DM Jason shouted so we more focus lor..
anyway,
yesterday night was the best formation prac I’ve ever had.. our discipline much much more better than
practices b4 this..

something shocked me just now..
my ex-senior, Kok Seng told me that..
Chung Hwa Miri just won not 1 but 3 awards including he overall champion..
they won the parade, formation n there r the overall champion..
wow..
congrats to Chung Hwa Miri..
so.. Josephian Regiment 07 need buck up..
the next practices must b like yesterday night’s.. or else..
this year is sure a tough one..
there r many activities coming up..
I’m sure Josephian Regiment 07 can do it!!!

others out there, do pray for us.. thanks a lot… May GOD bless you..

a song arranged by me..

Standing In The Eyes Of The World

ELLA

arranged for Singing by

Jordan Wee

Pahit getir hidup… & pengorbanan

T’paksa d’hadapi, demi k’jayaan

T’didik sejak mula, tabah b’usaha

Tanpa cuba m’langkah, tak kemana

Di mana kau berada

Pencapaian tak tiba dgn mudah

(Chorus)

Kini “Standing In D Eyes Of The World”

Hanyalah s’langkah dr nyata

K’azaman m’bara dijiwa

M’nanti saat bebas merdeka

Tiba masa kau m’langkah gagah

B’semangat ke arah matlamat sedaya upaya

Engkau terunggul

Wajar “Standing In D Eyes Of The World”

Harapan yg pernah t’kulai layu

Kembali segar mekar bwh bayanganmu

Setiap manusia ingin berjaya

Namun tak semua miliki tuah

Engkau m’hampiri^a

K’sempatan tlh pun tiba

“Standing In D Eyes”

“Standing In D Eyes”

“Standing In D Eyes”

“Standing In D Eyes”

by –a young FluTisT-™

Deeper Conference 07

went 4 Deeper Conference 06.. its was awesome.. but Deeper Conference 07 was much much more awesome than last year..


this year we are very privilege to hav Ps. Mark Varughese , Ps. David Kueh , Ps. Cheli & Ps. Chris Long to be with us in the conference..


Day 1 (15/3)

went to EBC b4 8am..
waited..
finish registering, wait 4 frens to come..
at around 9.15am, started Praise & Worship..
after that, got a session wif Ps. Mark Varughese..
waited for my fren Darren to come but he din't turn up..
called him up n he said he dunno bout it n x yet pay the registration fee so din't turn up..
that was break time when i called him up..
after break, got a session to wif Ps. Mark Varughese.. (continuous)
Lunch time, saw my lunch food..
wanna puke..
but can't..
so sad..
my food is like arr..
better not describe it..
finish lunch, go for workshop wif my church Pastor, Ps. David Kueh..
although it was quite boring, but still have 2 listen..
haiya..
respect ma..
he he..
oh ya..
Ps. David talked about "What is S.H.A.P.E.?"..
COOL ONE..
finish workshop, went home..
went for Night Rally at GNF but Darren din't turn up AGAIN due to something..
dunno wad..
mayb its also my fault dat he din't turn up cause only tell him bout it last minute..
haiya..
the night rally was great..


Day 2 (16/3)

went to EBC at around 8.15am..
waited quite long for the door to open..
Praise & Worship starts at around 9am..
went for session 2..
Ps. Mark talked about the "Fear of Man"..
it comes from the DEVIL not from GOD..
got break so stop in the middle..
continue on after break..
announcement, Ps. Mark is leaving b4 the Night Rally..
& Ps. Cheli's workshop is moved 2 the 3rd day..
so after lunch, got workshop wif Ps. Mark
every1 was so upset..
Lunch time..
day 2's food was better..
THANK GOD for the FOOD!!!
finish lunch, 4lo my fren go buy sweet..
came back to chuch..
went for workshop about WORSHIP..
Ps. Mark teach us more about Praise & Worship..
finish quite early..
all very sad cause Ps. Mark leaving..
went home..
take a shower & go makan..
finish eating, but my mom still not finish yet..
so hav to wait for her..
but Thank God was not late for the Night Rally..
this time, Darren turned up..
& also it was wif Ps. Chris Long..
Night Rally finished at around 10.30pm..
went home..
sleep quite early..
but..
(it was Grace's b'day from FBC)


Day 3 (17/8)

went late cause woke up at 8.40am..
reach EBC at around 9.45am..
sish..
feel so embarrassed..
but thank God din't miss much..
session 3 was about David - GOD'S RADICAL WORSHIPER..
half way when Ps. Chris preach, there was no electricity..
when no electricity, we hav Praise & Worship..
& God's Presence was really there..
we all felt HIS presence..
then the electricity came back..
almost finish..
we went for lunch earlier cause we gonna start our workshop earlier & go home earlier to have good rest for the Night Rally..
finish lunch, I went 2 buy sweet wif my fren..
came back for workshop with Ps. Cheli..
he talked about S.M.S which is Scripture Memory System..
we all received the 2nd Edition ONE..
then try out the ways how to use the SMS..
finish at around 2.35pm..
went for high tea wif my family..
so full after eating..
went for shopping for a while..
brought a book..
went home..
prepare for Night Rally..
went earlier..
reach there, chat wif my frens..
then Praise and Worship ..
then Ps. Chris and his funny testimonials ..
hahahahaha ..
after that, there is an alter call..
almost of the ones went responded..
if i'm not mistaken, 14 of them received CHRIST as their personal saviour last night..
that was a great one..
God's presence really fill each n every1..
after that, continue Praise & Worship..
Ps. Chris pour water at us!!
for fun..
hehe..
finish everything, i no more voice..
shouted for the whole night..
went for supper at open air market..
was very full after eating..
I was sleepin in the car..
haha..
when reach home,
terus go 2 my bed n sleep..


Day 4 (18/3)

woke at at 9.15am..
go bath..
go on9 for a while , while waitin for my family members to go to church..
got Sunday Service..
wif Ps. Chris Long..
nice..
got Praise & Worship..
then the youth sang a song titled "Shine Like Stars" by True Worshipper..
then we all pray for the College Group & Young Working Adults...
then also pray for Aunt Susan.. (got sickness)
then Ps. Chris preach..
finish at around 1 pm..
went home till now..
hehe..


Deeper Conference 07 was awesome.. u should not miss it.. i meet few new frens there..

I was so blessed by Deeper Conference 07 n the presence of GOD..

*few lines r from my fren, Darren's blog at d-ahyien.blogspot.com..

Can't wait for Deeper Conference 08.. & 2 make A difference in the city of Kuching!!!

dat's all i can say..

do leave a comment behind.. thx..

byez..
cya..
take care..
Love ya..
GOD BLESS..

by Jordan W.

my coMinG hoLid@y$

hah hah.. wad a joke..

my coMinG hoLid@y$ will not be a holiday but it's replaced by quite a number of activities..

u see, 2day, later, got: (12/3)
Com Class at 10.45-12pm
Band Prac. at 2-5.30pm & 7-9.30pm

Thank God tomorrow I free..

Wednesday:
Band Prac. at 7.30am-12.30pm
Flute Lesson at 1.30-2.30pm
Band Prac. at 7.00-9.30pm

Thursday, Friday & Saturday:
Deeper Conference 07 in the Morning, Afternoon & Night

haiya.. will miss Band Prac. on Thurs, Fri, & Sat...

although its a holiday full with activities,
think its still better than going to school.. ( got a lot of h/work)
not to say that I'm lazy..
but..
will also miss my Teachers & Friends..
will also miss the school atmosphere.. (noisy, busy, quiet, peaceful)
but wad can I do???

dats all i guess..
*do leave a comment behind ya.. Thanks..

Happy Holidays..

God Bless..

by -SjsJordan-© , Rabbit Jordan® & -a young FluTisT-™

"dia"

sish la "dia".. i don't understand why??

why every time I'm d one who got called by teachers but not "dia"..
its not fair..
like today in class..
i say group * the teacher ignored me.. sish..
n my group is da first one to present.. the worse thing, I'm the one hu have to talk.. sish..
"dia" arr, so undisciplined... took off his neck tie after recess.. sish
"if don't 1 the post give me lar.. wasting.. a lot of ppl one u noe!! (to "dia")"
so embarrassing.. he just embarrassed the afternoon session prefects.. sish..
then when go home time, "dia" x respect "dia"'s brother.. let the brother stand alone there.. so kolian i see...

feel like killing "dia" now..
wanna chop down "dia"'s head..
wanna smash "dia" down..
wanna chop "dia" into pieces..
wanna slaughter "dia" right now..
if can slap "dia" its the best..
wanna make "dia" suffer..
wanna shout as loud as i can : "Aaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!"
sish !!!
@$#$@ man!!!
idiot "dia"!!!
go die better!!!
better watch out!! "dia"
hope that God can wake "dia" up from "dia"'s dream & show "dia" the right way..

Who is "dia"?
Its a name.. "dia" is my classmate.. For me to know him & for u to find out more..

*This is a true life time story & it just happened today in school.. but not the actions i wanna take.. hehe.. make me sound so mean nia.. SISH!!!

That's all.. Do leave a comment behind.. Thanks.. God Bless..

dinners

wad the.. i've eat out for the last 4 nights man.. i'll get fat n i don't 1 dat!! sish..

1st night - lok thian
2st night - holiday inn
3rd night - my aunt's house
4th night - top spot food court(last night)

sish.. Thank God, got band practice dat can make me lose weight.. but still not enough ler.. how?? is not dat i'm complaining dat there is too much food n i x appreciate it but its too much.. Thank God again cause gt food to eat.. hehe..

do leave a comment behind.. thx.. God Bless..

2nd day of Chinese New Year

to: every1

every1 is invited to my house.. d details r as below..

Time: After 11am
Date: 19/2/07
Venue: *****
Contact No: 014-6860157

dats all.. wanna wish u all A Happy Chinese new Year..

from: Rabbit Jordan

Band Pratices

On Friday night(9/2), junior prac i went for fun.. start at 7, junior come at 7.30-7.45.. sish.. quite cool.. got some tips about how to teach new juniors.. my senior Khairulazree guess wad?? hutang DiGi about 90+ riggit cause use GPRS.. d next day he settle all his business.. next day which is Saturday(10/2), went late cause Friday sleep late.. thank God only got 50 push ups.. only do a few basic drills.. whole morning mostly do music wif Mr. Ant. W. He came very early.. Mr. Ben came just to have a meeting wif seniors.. x even talk to us.. afternoon late again.. go play penyapu n basketball wif Jeff at basketball court when it was raining softly.. got push ups again by S. L. Doron in front of d scouts summore.. ltr, do sectionals, play music, me not even focusing at all.. distracted by d scouts around.. gt push ups again.. dis time on da table.. d scouts lookin.. next gt punishment again.. hang at d monkey bar for 30 & 45 secs cause don wan do chin ups.. practice then punish again.. do swing.. waste about 15-30 minutes.. some scouts lookin... then prac a bit.. then dats all for d day.. finish band, talk to DM gt 50% lectured by him n Jerome i guess.. then seniors play one-touch football n i just watch.. n listening to my senior, Khai's phone.. go home then go eat.. then go buy shirt for CNY wif couz.. quite boring cause all girls.. d only boy there.. then went pick my mum from office annual dinner.. half way sleep in d car.. till reach McD.. Hehe.. Then go home sleep watch TV till now, publishing a post.. hope u enjoy reading it.. do leave a comment behind.. God Bless..

Lawatan 2 Street Smart Exhibiton in Kota Samarahan

in d morning gt junior prac... start quite late.. din't really do much.. go lawatan at kota samarahan.. journey was cool.. so noisy in bus.. do nothing just listen to my frens.. gt read book for only 2-4 pages.. reach there.. permandangan was very nice.. like kampung.. so peaceful n quiet.. exhibiton was quite boring till we make d car bumper.. my group paling worse 1... d egg pecah twice.. so malu.. then STAR students came.. don't really communicate wif them.. till we gt performance then a girl from STAR n a boy from my class make if fun.. and some other stuffs were fun too... then prize giving for contest.. i din't receive anything but don't really mind.. most of my frens received something... things dat gt to do wif IQ.. came back... recess time.. 1A hav longer recess cause came back late.. go band room play fake mace.. cool.. go back to class.. study.. KH was 50% horrible.. use "projecter".. can even see clearly.. too bright.. came home... do work.. today a bit strange.. do h/work.. dunno why.. mayb cause i forgot 2 off my com last night till morning (online) (11hours) makes me feel guilty kua.. hehe.. thank God using streamyx n hav to pay dat much.. although limited one.. haha... DATS ALL for today.. waitin 4 comments.. thanks.. God Bless..